Car's Blog

  image pixabay free images I wonder if he'll miss me When the future finally calls When a gentle voice whispers my name And in love again I fall Will he regret letting me go Over a few silly words Or will his ego keep him tied To a narcissistic life on Earth Will he think of me when Im in the arms of another man Will he regret his rage And how far from us he ran I wonder what went wrong What could have changed overnight How did, How are you Become his trigger for a fight Make no mistake I'll miss him and all the time we shared And the message he sent when I was ill Gives me hope that he still cares Our eyes met for a moment today Was that sadness I could see Don't wait too long, for now at least You still have all of me

 It had been a whole three weeks I'd been deserted by my man He'd had some kind of meltdown And from my life he ran I was in a state of limbo Was I wanted or not? Not a word or explanation As to why he'd lost the plot My weekend was looking bleak After work Friday afternoon There'd be no smiles or kisses for me No love or laughter anytime soon But the universe was plotting My weekend behind the scenes As I went to bed at nine pm To escape into my dreams For there on Saturday morning On Facebook I did see Ten new friend requests From men, all wanting me One of them sent a photo Of a certain body part! Proudly holding it in his hand Was a very horny man! I thought I should be offended Report him to Facebook But then I thought 'Bugger it' And had another look! Off out then for rugby Drinking cider and rum Having a laugh with my friends My weekend was becoming fun Downing shots under a starry sky Log fire burning bright I don't remember going home But I know I h...

I think Im over the worst.  I'm sleeping better though I've woken up a few times from sweating.  I'm not sure what day it is and my brain feels a bit foggy.  My sore throat is easing and so is my cough slightly though Im still coughing up fluid off my lungs..  I've now been able to eat a piece of toast without throwing it back up!  The worst part now is having very little energy.  I feel totally washed out.  I've tried doing small things around the house but I cant.  So, I have started taking high strength vitamin D, iron and drinking Lucozade.  I now have to take a test on day 5, if it is negative I have to take another on day 6 and if that's negative Im free!  Unfortunately mine is still showing positive. So its back to bimge watching sci-fi films and the manic street preachers for now!  

  Covid doesn't like chilli!  In a scene that wouldn't have looked out of place in The Exorcist, that's out too. Had a horrendous night, still feverish and exhausted from coughing. Had a man from Test, Trace and Protect Services banging on my door this afternoon.  I opened it and he threw a letter at me, literally. It said to isolate or the police may call!  what did he think I was doing?  Im having enough problems trying to find the energy to get from the sofa to the kitchen never mind anywhere else!  Maybe its because there's a rugby game on tonight.  Yes I'm really going to go out projectile vomiting everywhere aren't I!  Anyway, missed most of the rugby, fell asleep. My daughter cooked a pork dinner, that's also joined the chilli. I've now not had food that's stayed in  for three days.  Feeling really ill, the kind where you feel like crying but you cant.  Its getting so painful to cough my lungs are so sore.  No problems b...

  Terrible Night!  I've barely slept.  My temperature is raging but at the same time Im shivering.  I've sent lemsip down by the bucket load! I've gone to bed in my thick woolly sheep pyjamas,  I've got a dressing gown on top.  Over that I've got a cardigan and to finish it off I'm wrapped in a quilt cocoon!  It hasn't worked Im still shivering.  My head is pounding.  I've got a pretty bad cough now too which is making me sick,  Im not throwing anything up because I haven't felt like eating, even though I was starving earlier.  What is coming up however is frothy watery stuff!  For most of the day I've sat on the sofa falling asleep because the fatigue is overwhelming.  My son has decided to cook Chilli.  I am going to try some, something hot and spicy might sweat this Covid out.

To be honest I didn't really notice having Covid at first,  I felt a bit shivery overnight and woke up with a runny nose feeling a bit 'off'  but that was it.  I thought I'd caught a chill as it had been cold.  My son said to do a test, so I did and there it was, a positive result.  I was shocked, it was like a surprise pregnancy test all over again! Except I was home to Covid not a baby. At that point I didn't feel too bad, which was good because between texts from the NHS and phone calls from work I wasn't having much rest at all.  So ,here I am,  stuck in my house isolating.  In five days time I have to do another two tests twenty-four hours apart and if they are both negative I will be free again.   Main symptoms are a runny nose (like a tap), cough, banging headache, very sore throat and a fever.  Im also feeling very hungry.  I haven't lost any sense of smell or taste.