Dark Night of the Soul

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 Never in a million years

did I think I would find myself here

mourning the loss of someone 

so perfect


You've got to trust me he said

 I did, though wasn't prepared

for the deception and stories he created

around him


So deep was my soul

entrenched in his own 

I could barely see where I  began and

he ended


And then to be torn from the place

I called home and replaced

as if completely drained of

my senses


Now my soul is tired

done with cheats and liars

it wants to leave this world once and

for all


His presence in this room

still haunts in the gloom

at the seeping darkness calling

me home


So let me sleep now

and when tomorrow comes round

let all memories of him 

be discarded


Let my soul live again

and create a new end to

the one he would have seen me

die in



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